Post by sebastien dax rousseau on Jun 17, 2013 20:52:31 GMT -5
Sebastien didn't want to begin to admit how much seeing her with other guys bothered him. It had since she started to pull away from him. Seb had been so used to it being the two of them and then, seemingly out of no where, these other guys were whisking her away. Maybe that was when he started to realize that he had feelings for her. Well, not really. It hadn't been until more recently. He had just been a jealous kid, upset over not being able to spend all of his time with his best friend. It was a common thing in kids, especially those that were raised without having to share. That was exactly what it had been. He didn't want to share Niqui, his Niqui. Sharing her with her family was one thing, but sharing her with other people was something that made him about as temperamental as a toddler without a nap. Which, considering how moody he was without any of that going on, one could only imagine just how bad it was when he was upset over something. Still, he had done what he could to put it aside, for her sake.
"Oui, you did say I was a jealous." He had hoped that she wouldn't notice some of the obvious differences from when they were alone together as opposed to when she had a boyfriend around. It was just different. He couldn't be himself when she had someone around. It didn't seem right to just be Seb and Niqui. He wasn't oblivious. He knew that there was some apprehension from Stefan and Lysander whenever they spent time together. But there was that other part of him that just couldn't really care. She was his best friend and nothing was going to change that. "Cher, I always loved you the same. That's never changed. I just couldn't show it when they were around. They'd have likely jumped to conclusions about us. I didn't want that for you." He nuzzled her neck again and gave her hands a gentle squeeze.
"Jealous because you were suddenly spending time with people that were not me." He licked his lips, thinking about the answers that he could have put forth to her. "Perhaps a little because they were with you." Oh, there was the talk about feelings again. He hated those - or at least talking about them - but he knew that he couldn't lie to Dominique. Especially not when she asked him something as straightforward as that. That was why he had found himself being completely honest with her. Yes, he was jealous because they took her away from him and because they were with her and he wasn't.
He laughed a little at the comment about Aurelie and shifted around to make Niqui more comfortable. "He tries sometimes. They've just been together so long that I think it's become rather...routine." Sebastien smiled when Niqui kissed his cheek and he held her a little closer. "Then oui, I'd love to be your date."
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