Post by Deleted on Jul 7, 2014 3:51:42 GMT -5
He would be lying if he said that for a moment there, he wasn't angry with her. When she first left to follow her dreams of being a dragon tamer. Nikolai didn't know what was wrong with him. Why a future with him was so dreadful that she had to go risk her life in Romania for a whole new existence. A new career over being his wife. Was it really all that different than the last time he was in love with a woman? That instead of her wanting a new lover instead of being his wife, Lana picked dragons. He tried to hold onto that anger, do something so he would be able to heal a little bit. So he would be able to look at other women, so he would be able to look at himself and not feel like a complete failure.
He knew that karma was against him, that the universe clearly hated him for the work that he did at Durmstrang. He taught his students how to use the Unforgiveables. He used them against his sixth and seventh year students and he made sure that they understood the consequences of it. He had assumed that Lana saw something in him that wasn't worth being with, only she came back. Her fingers on his cheek, it was divine. Only Lana knew how to soothe his every worry and fear from him.
How to make sure that he knew they would be able to make things last between them. He was in love with her, and even with their rocky start, he knew that they would be able to make it work.
"Will you move back in with me this summer?" He knew that she loved Romania, but she always seemed to like Russia as well. His apartment seemed horribly empty without her, and he intended on filling the place with her adorable laughter when she saw some silly commercial on the television, or when she would fall asleep over some book and her tiny snores would make him smile.
"I love you too, my Lana."
He knew that karma was against him, that the universe clearly hated him for the work that he did at Durmstrang. He taught his students how to use the Unforgiveables. He used them against his sixth and seventh year students and he made sure that they understood the consequences of it. He had assumed that Lana saw something in him that wasn't worth being with, only she came back. Her fingers on his cheek, it was divine. Only Lana knew how to soothe his every worry and fear from him.
How to make sure that he knew they would be able to make things last between them. He was in love with her, and even with their rocky start, he knew that they would be able to make it work.
"Will you move back in with me this summer?" He knew that she loved Romania, but she always seemed to like Russia as well. His apartment seemed horribly empty without her, and he intended on filling the place with her adorable laughter when she saw some silly commercial on the television, or when she would fall asleep over some book and her tiny snores would make him smile.
"I love you too, my Lana."