Post by dominique gabrielle rousseau on Jul 27, 2014 5:18:15 GMT -5
Niqui wanted to be an artist more than anything in the world. She wanted to be able to know that she was doing something amazing with her life, more than being a mother and more than being a wife. While she loved her husband, and loved her daughter, she wanted to make sure that she was fulfilled in her every day. She didn't want to think that she made the wrong choice in stopping her career to be a mother. There was nothing about Renee and Seb that she would regret, but she had to make sure that she didn't loose her personality in the process of becoming a mother.
When she got focused on a tattoo, she was sure that she looked too serious. Her usual grin and expressive flamboyant nature was muted. She knew that some of her family members looked at her and Roxy as the loud mouths of the family. They had the most fun with their time together, and sometimes that rubbed people the wrong way. One particular red head came to mind, reminding Niqui that she wan't able to please everyone in the world and Rose was very low on her list of people she had to worry about. Rose hated her for being able to be happy and carefree with a man who loved her so completely. She pushed those thoughts from her head and looked at the charming little octopus that she was going to put on his leg. The front tentacles were raised as if the octopus was boxing an invisible foe, and even if it was a small piece, she loved it.
"Like you would know, Mr Can't Get out of Bed until the day is already over." She never knew why he kept such strange hours, but it worked for him. Guess that was one of the benefits of being the boss man.
"I love being a mom, I love being a wife, but I have missed this." When she tattooed, it was an extension of herself. She was able to create something beautiful when she gave birth to Renee, but when she tattooed it was that same beauty every day. She was able to create a piece of art on someone that they would carry for the rest of their lives.
"I've missed this a lot, thank you for letting me come back."
There were a million and five other artists in the city who could have taken her spot. Ones who didn't have a child and a husband to worry about. Ones who didn't come in after a full moon looking like she was a hung over mess when she had not touched a drop of alcohol since her seventh year of Hogwarts. The last time she allowed Alex to shove a bottle of liquor down her throat so she would be easier to convince for riskier sex and more pain swapped between them. She reached her lowest moment and she never wanted to go back to that.
When she got focused on a tattoo, she was sure that she looked too serious. Her usual grin and expressive flamboyant nature was muted. She knew that some of her family members looked at her and Roxy as the loud mouths of the family. They had the most fun with their time together, and sometimes that rubbed people the wrong way. One particular red head came to mind, reminding Niqui that she wan't able to please everyone in the world and Rose was very low on her list of people she had to worry about. Rose hated her for being able to be happy and carefree with a man who loved her so completely. She pushed those thoughts from her head and looked at the charming little octopus that she was going to put on his leg. The front tentacles were raised as if the octopus was boxing an invisible foe, and even if it was a small piece, she loved it.
"Like you would know, Mr Can't Get out of Bed until the day is already over." She never knew why he kept such strange hours, but it worked for him. Guess that was one of the benefits of being the boss man.
"I love being a mom, I love being a wife, but I have missed this." When she tattooed, it was an extension of herself. She was able to create something beautiful when she gave birth to Renee, but when she tattooed it was that same beauty every day. She was able to create a piece of art on someone that they would carry for the rest of their lives.
"I've missed this a lot, thank you for letting me come back."
There were a million and five other artists in the city who could have taken her spot. Ones who didn't have a child and a husband to worry about. Ones who didn't come in after a full moon looking like she was a hung over mess when she had not touched a drop of alcohol since her seventh year of Hogwarts. The last time she allowed Alex to shove a bottle of liquor down her throat so she would be easier to convince for riskier sex and more pain swapped between them. She reached her lowest moment and she never wanted to go back to that.