Post by jade ezra walsh on Oct 5, 2015 16:52:57 GMT -5
This all was still so different. Seeing Beau whenever he could. Sometimes just sitting on his couch cuddled up and watching the TV. He had even been taken to the Beau’s family ranch. It was amazing how different their lives really were but how well they worked together. Robyn actually had a boyfriend, and he could easily say he was falling in love. And he was scared about it.
Beau was perfect and Robyn was sure that he didn’t deserve him in the least, but he wasn’t the type of person to just let go. More he just wasn’t sure that Beau knew what he was really in for. Sure Robyn was needy. He wanted to be around his boyfriend all the time. Wanted constant attention and needed a ridiculous amount of affirmation that he was, indeed, worth this relationship. But his ears have been acting up more and more lately. Sense the attack in on the grounds last spring, when he had actually met Beau, his balance had been spotty he had to have both of his ears drained and there was a ringing that would come and go as it pleased. Of course he mentioned it to his parents. But had yet to say much to Beau.
Part of it was this denial that he had, that maybe if he just ignored it long enough he wouldn’t have to worry about losing it. But with his other ear also acting up he knew that eventually it would happen. And what if Beau didn’t want to deal with it, with the changes that he would have to make to everyday life. Robyn grew up with these things, knew pretty much everything he needed to because of his father. But it didn’t stop the eventual silence from being so overwhelming.
So far today had been a good day. Nothing seemed to be acting up. Even if the morning felt like it had been dragging on. Normally Halloween was the biggest day in the Walsh family home. That and con days. He and Onyx would spend the whole year planning their costumes, making them from scratch. It wasn’t different today, Robyn had updated his Hawkeye costume so it was better than ever before. It was his first Halloween with Beau so it only made sense that they went as their favorite superheros.
Standing in the shower he just felt tired though, and it was noon. Maybe it was because he was in his own bed the night before. He hadn’t gotten a chance to sneak off and knock at Beau’s door. Instead he was dragged out into the world. Something that Robyn wouldn’t be opposed to but he just wanted to be with Beau. But he had been ignoring spending time with his sister. Onyx begged him to go out. They dressed up as Jack and Sally and hit the clubs. She got drinks bought for her all night. He made sure that she didn’t just fall on her face on the way back home.
It was probably because he was just out too late and being sluggish. Taking his time he got out of the shower dried out and made sure to put his hearing aid on. He had lost one over the summer, his mother got mad and now he was sure that she would kill him if he lost this one too.
He was in the middle of pulling his boxers on when the doorbell rang and the lights flashed. Suddenly life sprang into him as he realized it was probably his boyfriend. Robyn was adamant about making sure that Beau had no plans for a costume. He had been working more on Beau’s costume than his own this year, begging Onyx and Jett to help him get the sewing parts of it done. And today was the day he would show Beau the Captain America suit and hopefully it would fit as well as Robyn wanted it to.
“I got it!” He shouted and slid into the living room missing the door and then tripping over his feet when trying to quickly change direction. “Shit,” he spat and thankfully grabbed the doorknob before completely falling and smashing his face. Robyn didn’t really take the time to stand properly and was fidgeting with the knob to get the door open. He almost fell over again but managed to get up right, with a hand on his hip and a lopsided grin as he huffed catching his breath, still only in his boxers. “You made it,” Robyn grinned looking over the man he was sure that he loved more than anything.
[tag: charlotte rebecca richardson]
[notes: this ended up long :x ]