Post by dominique gabrielle rousseau on Jun 13, 2013 14:57:27 GMT -5
SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME
Saturdays were the best around Hogwarts, she was able to sleep in late, take her time getting ready, and spend her day with her friends. She was able to dress how she wanted to and not worry about her uniform. She was going to find her Seb, and spend the day hanging out with him and her Misfits. Brie and Ellie seemed to approve of Seb and it made Niqui really happy that her friends liked him. She wiggled into her jeans and slipped on her heels. Being only five foot one, she practically lived in her high heels.
She grabbed her bag and tried to think of what she wanted to do today. Maybe explore the Shack with Marceau and Seb, show them what their holding cell was like during the day. Niqui made her way down the stairs and into the Great Hall. The Yule Ball had been so awesome, it was hard to see how they were able to transform the typical Great Hall into that amazing setting for it. While it stung that she didn't have a date to the ball, she was able to dance with her friends and talk with her sister. It was a fun night.
For some reason the Great Hall was particularly loud today, not that she cared too much. There were four schools all sitting together enjoying their time together. She really liked that all of the schools had to blend together, none of the Durmstrang students stayed at the ship, and none of the Beauxbatons students stayed in the carriages. Dominique settled down at the Ravenclaw table, directly next to Seb and kissed him on the cheek.
Niqui was never sure that she was smiling this much in her entire life, she was certainly smiling more now that she had in the past few months. Nothing could go wrong so long as she had Sebastien by her side. He just made her days that much better and brighter. The owls entered from above and dropped various letters and packages in front of happy students and professors. She took a sip of her coffee and felt a sinking pit of dread form in her stomach when a bright red letter dropped in front of her.
The letter broke open and a howling voice screeched through the entire room, bringing dead silence to the surrounding tables,
You are a dirty whore. What? Did you sleep your way through Hogwarts and now you had to move onto Beauxbatons? What's next? Durmstrang, Salem and professors? You should take your diseased ass out of the school and away from the rest of the world! Away from boys who have other girls that they like!
She felt all of the color drain from her face as the letter tore itself up and dropped to the table. Her eyes stung with unwanted tears when a second letter dropped in front of her,
I am not normally a bad girl but you crossed the line when you claimed a certain French boy for your own. I don't care how long you've known him.
She sat at the table and felt the color return to her cheeks with vengeance, her whole body shook and she was frozen to her spot at the Ravenclaw table. Right when she thought that she was able to get her life back together, everything was right back to hell. It was things like this, the whispers and the comments that made her want to take her own life all of those months ago. Now, apparently, no matter what she did or how long she wanted to wait to be with Seb, people would always think of her as a slut.
TAGGED ! Seb <3
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NOTES ! DX sad post is sad.