Post by dominique gabrielle rousseau on Jul 21, 2013 5:21:40 GMT -5
SOMETIMES I FIND IT HARD
• to believe there's someone else who could be •
JUST AS MESSED UP AS ME
Gripping the wolfsbane potion like it was her lifeline, Niqui stepped into the Forbidden Forest and watched the last bit of the sun creep behind the trees. She knew that her first change was going to be insane, but she was going to have Seb by her side. She couldn't imagine going through something like this with anyone else. There had been talk around the family that Niqui was just asking to be turned into a werewolf. All of those years by Seb's side, when she dated Stefan Krum, her various friendships with werewolves, she could see why they would get that idea. She just loved her friends and refused to drop someone because of something they couldn't control. It wasn't in her nature. She stepped into the clearing that Seb showed her the day before and sat down on a log to wait for him.
Niqui smiled while thinking about her husband. It was still weird to think that she could really be anyone's wife. It was still strange to think that anyone would want to marry her, let alone everything that Seb went though to give her the most beautiful ceremony possible. She fiddled with her rings while she waited, this had to be the craziest year on record at Hogwarts. That was saying a lot, considering she would be competing against her Uncle Harry for the Drama Queen Belt. She was pregnant, attempted suicide, miscarried, went though so much bullshit that it sometimes made her feel like she was damaged. Like there was something so terrible about her that she brought out the wost in people. That was all until she laid in Seb's arms in the Quidditch pitch. When they watched the stars fall, and she swore it was all for them. It was like some deity knew that she needed all of those shooting stars to give her enough wishes in order to have the love of her life.
She slipped off her shoes, figuring that she was going to have to strip down before the moon came up. Even if Seb didn't, she really liked this dress and wasn't going to let it become a torn pile on the ground. She could feel the effects of the moon, before it even rose and knew deep down that it was going to come soon. She looked up at the sky and felt a wave of fear wash over her. All of her friends who had to go through this told her various things. All that she knew for sure, was that she was going to go through a piece of hell during this. All she could do was tell herself over and over again that she was happy about this. That she was going to go through this with her husband and that Seb would never allow her to be alone during all of this. She tucked some of her blonde hair behind her ears and felt her blood start to boil. It would happen soon, where was he?
TAGGED ! Seb <3
WORDS ! 550
OUTFIT ! CLICK
LYRICS ! sometimes by skillet
TEMPLATE ! PANIC! ITS LAUZ @ CAUTION
NOTES ! NINJA TAG!