Post by nellie leanne salvatore on Aug 19, 2013 17:46:48 GMT -5
living is easy with eyes closed
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[/font][/size]It was rather strange that she wasn't currently experiencing a high of some sort. It wasn't that she didn't want to be, because a lot of the times things were just easier that way. The reason was rather because she had an appointment with Dominique Weasley-turned-Rousseau. Nellie had always heard that you should be sober when getting a tattoo and, while she hadn't heard anything about smoking weed, the point remained that she wanted to be careful. Without the high, everything that Nellie felt only seemed to be amplified. She couldn't be numb to the pain like she wished she was. It almost seemed like every memory was floating to the surface at the same time, but she was doing everything that she could to ignore them.
As she moved through the dungeons, her fists clenched at her sides. It was hard to battle against the urge to go and get a fix. It wasn't like it would be that hard to slip away, light one up, and come back at some point. Surely she would still have plenty of time to meet up with Niqui. 'No, stop that. You don't need drugs for this. You can get through it just fine. Then you can go. Just breathe, Nellie.' Her inner mantra wasn't really doing much to help her out of this situation.
Nellie paused at a large door that lead to one of the several classrooms and looked around before pushing it open. This was where she and Niqui were going to meet. At least she hoped this was the right place. Nellie moved around the room and eventually settled upon one of the chairs. It was only a matter of seconds before her fingers started tapping on top of the table. Hopefully the Gryffindor would be here soon. The sooner she was, the better it would be for Nellie.
tag Dominique Weasley-turned-Rousseau?!
words 310?!
lyrics strawberry fields forever - the beatles
credit a girl with kaleidoscope eyes @ caution 2.0
notes Crappy post is crappy :x ?!