Post by felix lincoln satagori-hedlund on Feb 24, 2014 22:57:33 GMT -5
LET'S STAY ALONE TOGETHER WE COULD STAY YOUNG FOREVER
He felt like he was in a dream. Waking up with Harrow in his arms again made his heart flutter. It felt like it was going to burst. Still there Harrow was, wrapped up in his arms, sleeping soundly safe beside him.
The night before was surreal, all the time devoted to each other’s bodies. Felix worshiped his boyfriend with his hands, and mouth. He committed every part of the other to his memory, all the places that made Harrow moan and arch his back. Everything was perfect. And now it was time to start the rest of their forever together. Or what he hoped was a forever together. Felix couldn’t stand the idea of ever loosing Harrow again. He wasn’t going to let it happen again.
Felix lay there thankful for what he had. He looked down lovingly at Harrow and kissed his forehead gently. It only took a moment for Harrow to wake up and Felix pulled his love in closer with more loving little kisses. They were filthy still from the chocolate that was generously used the night prior.
A bath was drawn the warm water feeling heavenly. Felix was still in awe over how amazing Harrow made him feel. “Jag älskar dig också,” He cooed a hand rubbing against Harrow’s thigh. They spent their time in the water, the evidence of the night prior washing off.
Finally they left the water, dried off, and reluctantly got dressed. Felix just wanted to spend all day in front of the fire place with Harrow wrapped in his arms. He didn’t care what they did past that, whether it be reading out loud from his new book or just sitting there watching the flames dance.
Harrow had to go though. It almost broke his heart. Felix never wanted to have to say those words again. “Hej då, min kärlek,( goodbye, my love ) ” He murmured into Harrow’s hair. His arms were tightly wrapped around the other man. It was if Felix were afraid he would lose Harrow. He knew he was being dramatic but he had just gotten his second chance and he never wanted to have to watch Harrow walk away again. After a while he let go of his red head and kissed him.
Knowing that the love of his life was going to go break up with another man made his heart wrench. What if their talk didn’t go as planned? He trusted Harrow but there was always something that told him that this happily ever after was far too good to be true. Felix just hoped to Merlin that the hunch that was gnawing at his insides was wrong.
Still he had to go so he let him. It was better that they both let the adult thing happen. Felix would rather there not be a face to face confrontation. Harrow was much better at stuff like that. Felix didn’t know how to approach situations that involved felling. He could grasp his own it was more just upsetting people was hard for Felix to deal with.
The time dragged by, Felix spent it with Ferdinand letting the chinchilla hop around and crawl all over him. Even binging on star trek didn’t help keep his mind from being painfully aware of the time. He knew he was still being dramatic and paranoid. He just couldn’t help it.
Tag;; harrow emmett satagori-hedlund
Wordcount;;562
Notes;;dramatic felix is dramatictemplate made by #mel of caution 2.0
lyrics credited to fall out boy